Alright, I admit it.
I'm afraid of blank pieces of paper.
Not sure which is worse. The blank paper itself (waiting for something beautiful) or the awful crap that I sometimes work up the courage to draw on it.
Oh, it's illogical, I know.
The only way to get better and be able to put pretty things on that paper is to practice. And the only way to practice is to use that paper.
Except.. I'm afraid of that stupid, clean, pretty, white surface.